Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head...

Interesting how some people just have that special touch.
When all it takes is a few words from them for you to put things back in perspective and regain that faith and confidence to face the obstacles in front of you.

God or whoever it is who created me sure is complicated.
He/She/It/ They throw(s) me curve balls while giving me access to my own coach and cheer-leaders, making it very hard to give up.

With that, I guess I will still be holding on to this personal anthem I have been holding on to since my secondary school days...

Sunday, November 14, 2010

It sucks...

... when you feel like committing murder but know you are not capable of it
... when you feel like strangling a person to death and you can't because his or her boss pays for your income
... when you feel like banging a person's head against the wall but you can't because his or her blood runs in you
... when you get shit dumped on you and even though it's not your shit you still have to clear it
... when you get blamed for the shit dumped on you when you are not the one who came up with the shit in the first place
... when you wish you could clone yourself but you can't
... when you wish you could switch off your heart and not care but find that you can't
... when you find that no one bothers to listen to you, even when you scream your heart out
... when you find yourself talking to a wall (no wonder they don't listen... silly me)

Gosh it's Monday again.
Still have to deal with my beloved client "Auntie thousand wind" .... I swear to God there are hundreds of times during my less than 2 months stay here that I was really tempted to tell her to go and "F*** off!!"

O well...
Not as if I had not been thru shit before, rite? Bring it on, auntie! I shall change your name to "Auntie thousand fart" instead.... the earlier name is too pretty for you.

Bring it on! Who's afraid of the big bad fart.
(sorry for the disgusting pseudonym)